Slipping Beauty

-she looked up at me over her falafel and told me about her plans for spain. lots of literature it sounds like, and a film class that counts for literature. i wish i could read her. it is so easy spending time idly catching up and its true, as she says, that when we are around each other there really isn’t a need for doing so.

she’d never been to Elia’s which surprised me. its is awesome mediterranean food. i was pretty sure she was a vegetarian, and Elia’s has a great selection of said cuisine. personally, as an omnivore, i went with the kafta.

someone told me that she had broken up with her boyfriend. i didn’t bring it up. i like her, but as things work out, my last semester here she will be in Toledo. Where is the point in trying to see if she is interested? I still remember working with her at the Huddlemart and crushing on her quiet interest.

the same someone who told me also heard from the same person that told the someone who told me that she likes me alot. if of course i am the Adam that lives in Keough and is on the fencing team. (i’m 87% sure that it is me).

she just turned 21, 2 days before my 22nd. she seemed to have had an enjoyable birthday. and last night she had a wine and cheese party which i was invited to, but did not go to because i had a bad hotdog before the game and was slightly nauseaous.

so is this beauty slipping away? is this another ending? i don’t think i want it to be