Pre-Sex Dreams

man-pillow.jpgAfter puber­ty but before I had seen a naked girl naked in the flesh after puber­ty and also whilst still a vir­gin, my mind nonethe­less attempt­ed to dream about sex. This failed mis­er­ably.

I didn’t real­ly remem­ber what a naked girl looked like, or for that mat­ter what a naked woman looked like. This is most­ly because I had no access to the means with which I might find out, pornog­ra­phy; and it had been years since I had played ‘Show Me.’ And it is very stu­pid that oppo­site sex bod­ies are so taboo that a 13 or 14 year old boy who has learned all about fal­lop­i­an tubes and the men­stru­al cycle in health class can still not know what a vagi­na or breasts look like.

So dream­ing about sex with some­thing that has no visu­al ref­er­ence apart from cross-sex­tion­al dia­grams in a slight­ly gum­my health book is not a recipe for suc­sex. So my pre-sex sex dreams were main­ly a series of suc­sex­ive attempts at try­ing to find out what a naked girl looked like. As strong as my imag­i­na­tion is it was not up to this task. So, fail­ure. I don’t real­ly have a point. I’ll stop writ­ing.

2 Gmail invites left for who­ev­er wants ‘em.

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