Sunday, 27 April 2003

sometimes i worry that people will think i’m a poser because i am just interested enough in something to find out a bit about it, engage myself within it, and ride for a bit. then, when questioned upon said something i cannot satisfy that person’s requirements of knowledge and failure ensues. both of us fail, i fail to satisfy and they fail because they assume and label me incorrectly. then they fail because they think i am a poser when i am really not trying to be anything at all. apparently i have an apathy on the order of the hindenberg to actually become anything. either that or i’m happy being me. sometimes i think they are the same thing.