Meagan Doesn’t Like Rhyming

Thursday, 28 February 2002

mea­gan doesn’t like my rhyming. per­son­ally i don’t like it much ei­ther. how­ever, it helps me learn rhythm so i play with it every once and awhile. here is the lat­est in­stall­ment.


Tuesday, 26 February 2002

to­day was a lit­tle bet­ter. i only saw the lit­tle fuck­ing bonobo twice. un­for­tu­nately both times he made some sort of greet­ing di­rected at me. also un­for­tu­nate, he was with his red­headed cock­warmer one of those times. The Vagina Monologues were awe­some though. Women like that are cool. all of the peo­ple bitch­ing about it are fools. my boys are com­ing up to visit me over break. its gonna be good times.


Sunday, 24 February 2002

i just want to be happy again.


Tuesday, 19 February 2002

Well I have my camera…getting it to work is the hard part. Slow and steady wins the race ex­cept I have alot of work to do. I am al­most ready to burn my old sketch­book jour­nal. Parting with it will not be bit­ter­sweet. I’ll be glad to see it go. Besides, I’m sav­ing the good stuff.


Sunday, 17 February 2002

JPW is over and mom had a good time. I bought a new sketch­book to­day, my old one is full. I think I am go­ing to burn it.

Concerts as of 2002

Friday, 15 February 2002

mom is show­ing up to­day for Junior Parents’ Weekend. I hope this is a great ex­pe­ri­ence. We have porn­star seat­ing at ta­ble 1 and ta­ble 6 for the meals. i’m not get­ting any work done this week­end, i can al­ready tell you. con­certs i have been to: The Beach Boys: I think I was 8. All I re­mem­ber was that there was a huge column right in front of me that said “I (heart) Summer.” Jimmy Page and Robert Plant: Freshman in High School. I went with some guys from Kmart. Totally awe­some con­cert. They played all the best Zeppelin (but not Stairway dammit) and stuff from their newest al­bum. My seats were in the nose­bleed sec­tion and I had a con­tact buzz from all the ganja smoke which made me crave White Castles af­ter the con­cert. Anything that makes you want to eat White Castles is a very dan­ger­ous sub­stance. The Smashing Pumpkins: Saw them for the first time at Purdue with my bud­dies Brian and Phil. During their Machina tour. It blew me away. I just wish it hadn’t been in an au­di­to­rium so I could have jumped around all crazy­like. MayDay 2000: The 2nd best twenty dol­lars I have ever spent. Papa Roach, Three Doors Down, Bloodhound Gang and Godsmack. All day. Papa Roach sucked, 3DD was ok, I saw so many breasts when Bloodhound Gang came on be­cause they were pro­mot­ing their “Hooray for Boobies” al­bum. Godsmack was CRAZY. It rained just enough to make it in­ter­est­ing and we ripped up the sod from the lawn and were throw­ing it all over. A sea of mosh­ing. it rocked. Summer Sanitarium Tour: System of a Down. Poweman 5000, Kidrock, Korn and Metallica. Another all day thing. It got kinda old be­cause I only wanted to see PM5K and Metallica. PM5K kicked a whole lotta ass. Metallica was…interesting. Hetfield had fucked up his back and wasn’t there, so Jason did the singing, and the gui­tarist from System of a Down played with them. Kidrock even busted out the turnta­bles. Once in a life­time event. I still don’t know whether I liked it or not… Metallica: They gave a free con­cert since James wasn’t there. THIS WAS TOTAL METAL. I got an ex­tra ticket and took my friend Brian with me. Our seat were in the bal­cony di­rectly across from the stage. The speak­ers tried to take off my head it was so loud. I think my ears bled and I rup­tured my spleen. I loved it. The Smashing Pumpkins: I saw their 2nd to last con­cert ever! Total tran­scen­dence. Touching, mov­ing, ex­is­ten­tial bliss. Crappy seats though. The Toadies: The best 20 dol­lars I have ever spent. I wanted to get to Bogart’s early so we could get in good po­si­tion. We did. I spent the whole con­cert hold­ing on to the grate and singing along at the top of my lungs. Afterward, I made us go around back and get their au­to­graphs. It was well worth it see­ing as they broke up a month later. Xfest 2k1: I don’t re­mem­ber all of the bands but here is a good list… Linkin Park, Static X, non­point, Live, Rammstein, Our Lady Peace, and a bunch of oth­ers. Static X was in­tense as was non­point, Live is al­ways good. I was in the mosh pit so long that i was soaked with my sweat and the sweat of oth­ers by the time I left. I got kicked in the head four times, pro­tected a hot chick from get­ting tram­pled, and helped some strip­pers over the fence be­cause they prob­a­bly wanted to go get it on with the bands back­stage. Live brought me back from the dead. I was ex­hausted by the end, but that was well worth it.

Thursday, 14 February 2002

Valentine’s Day my ass. At least my mother loves me. This is the story of my life. I or­dered a we­b­cam yes­ter­day and hope­fully I’ll get it hooked up and func­tion­ing as a part of my web­site once it ar­rives. I fig­ured out what I want my do­main name to be when I get a web­site. or​gan​icme​chanic​.org. It has a nice ring to it I think, and it is a para­dox. I am an or­ganic be­ing that be­haves in a mech­a­nism (so­ci­ety) that is at the same time an or­ganic sys­tem with peo­ple as the mech­a­nism. Oh yeah. Unfortunately, the way the world works, I have to pur­chase the name from some­one, even though it does not be­long to any­one. Supposedly that is why peo­ple can sell it. Fuckin’ cap­i­tal­ists.