seniori­tis is offi­cial­ly here. i’ve this class called Fic­tions of Insan­i­ty. It is insane­ly bor­ing. we are sup­posed to have the next book read for thurs­day. i have not pur­chased said book, nor do i intend to. i also firm­ly intend to not read a word of it. this class does not deserve my time because i get more intel­lec­tu­al stim­u­la­tion out of play­ing video games than i do by lis­ten­ing to the grad stu­dent prof read her lec­ture word for word off of a paper. instead of class­work, i’ll do laun­dry, play Halo, and try to get a job. the rest of my class­es? they’re fun.


seniori­tis has offi­cial­ly made its appearence. well, actu­al­ly its been more like a rash that has slow­ly spread dur­ing the course of the semes­ter. its def­i­nite­ly the work­load that is caus­ing it. Inter­me­di­ate Film Pro­duc­tion should be a 6 cred­it class. there is so much that i don’t want to do, i’m not sure if i even have enough time to pro­cras­ti­nate from all of it.

i did sor­ta start a paper yes­ter­day. but i have a quiz today i haven’t even stud­ied for. but i don’t real­ly care, i’m going to pass the class. what i need to do is search for a job. what i did instead was post links to my stu­dent films in the album. i want to be tak­ing my eng­lish class­es next semes­ter. Film Noir has exhaust­ed my inter­est and Cin­e­ma Ide­olo­gies is now in the repet­i­tive stage. i want to be in a new and stim­u­lat­ing place with a job that doesn’t require 14 hour days and lets me have some down time.

i’m not depressed, just tired.

oh yeah, and, i’m get­ting lone­ly again.